Another life.

Oh my God!I just don't want to hear anyone toady.People leave me alone.I don't want to socialise,talk,chat or message with anyone.Feel kind a weird.
Another day has come,with no dreams,no job no feelings.I just don't understand what the hell is going on?Nothing is going right,everything is wrong.I feel like some part of me is lost somewhere,and I don't know where to look for it.
I know my Bf loves me,but I just sometimes don't understand what the hell is going on in his head!Does he wants to get rid of me or he loves me in to bits!?Am starting to feel like complete loser,who doesn't have a life.I don't have anything,just 7 pounds in my account!Life you are a bitch!

Looking.

So,am sitting at home already 3rd week with no job.Starting to feel very lazy,cos of amount of free time I have.Looking for job everywhere-gumtree,job sites and also advertisements on the shop windows.Seems for me there is nothing!How can that be possible?Maybe cos it's November already?Have no idea,just have to hope that my luck is going to be back soon,so I get the damn job!At least I have amazing boyfriend,who is taking care of me,and he keeps cheering me up each time I am upset.Huh..He is an amazing boyfriend,and I know that there is no one better than he is.And I will never forget the things what he have done for me.
So people wish me luck,so new job comes quick.Because am bored out of my head.x